So I woke up feeling well rested after my great sleep. I gathered my stuff for class, almost going to the fridge to grab my lunch but nope! Not necessary. So I measured out 3-4 drinks worth and put it in a to go container. Off to school I go....
First class, an hour in I started to get hungry as I normally would. So I started on my first "glass". The taste wasn't suprisingly bad at all! I put too much cayenne pepper and and I had read the night before that it's good to add the pepper at the time you will drink it because it apparently gets hotter over time? Anyways, it actually filled me up and I no longer felt hungry!
Next stop, lunch time. It was definitely tough seeing everyone get out their lunches, standing in line for the oh so delicious food choices in the Sub. I have been making really good food lately so lunch was always something to look forward to but it's okay. First rough patch right? I had a herbal tea instead. Felt proud, I pushed through the first of many many obstacles along the next week and a half.
2:15. Hungry again. It felt different than a typical hunger pain though. I just felt empty. Sounds ridiculous because is that not obvious? But it was wierd. I really think alot of this is psychological. Anyways, I poured another one of my daily concoctions. Empty-ness gone.
Home at 4:30. After school snack - rest in peace. Now this was tough. You never realize how much eating is a time occupant, and activity. It sucked. So I poured another drink. Annoying.
7:30 rolled around and I was getting real hungry. My stomach was grumbling like a mad woman. Ha. That I am. The smells from my neighbours dinner has never smelt so good. You really begin to appreciate the little things in life that we take or granted. Simple pleasures in life. Maybe I will get more out of this nonsense than the shallow ignorant benefits. I definitely think I'll look at alot of things that are a part of everyday life in a much better light. And this is only day 1! Wooo some positive! Anyways, hunger didn't go away with the rise in my enthusiasm for a better beneficial healthier attitude. So I poured another one. Felt good! Hunger gone.
Bedtime was at 10:30 so time for the lovely part. Laxative tea. Yum...... only 9 more days to go right?
NINE. MORE. DAYS.
oh lordy... first time I felt a bit discouraged. 9 days is a longggg time.
After a pep talk from my friend on the same crazy train. I feel encouraged. I can do this. I WILL do this.
Goodnight! Tomorrow's a new day :)
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